Wuhan Central Hospital：Shedding Blood Like River During Coronavirus Outbreak 疫情中血流成河的武汉中心医院 老天，放过我们吧
（中文在英文下面。）
By an anonymous doctor of Wuhan Central Hospital
Director Jiang Xueqing also passed away after Dr. Li Wenliang, and after a month of extracorporeal membrane oxygenation (ECMO) treatment, he still passed away. The nightmare descended again, our hearts withered, our faces as pale as death, we wanted to seek an answer from heaven, but the heaven was silent.
I was trembling with pain, too depressed, too bitter, and too aggrieved. We don't want such tragedies to happen again and again, we don't want to experience them again. Heaven about, please have mercy, please have mercy of Wuhan Central Hospital.
Wuhan Central Hospital is already one of the hospitals with the most infected workers. At present, more than 200 employees are infected, including three deputy directors, and one director of the nursing department. The directors of multiple departments are being given ECMO to be maintained; multiple chief physicians are relying on the ventilator, and many front-line doctors have experienced life and death. The Orthopaedics Houhu hospital area was basically annihilated, the emergency department suffered heavy losses, with nearly 20 medics at the oncology department falling... too many to name. Time and time again, we are horrified with broken hearts. We know in our hearts that each of them fell, the next one could be us.
Many people wondered why so many employees of Wuhan Central Hospital had fallen, but very few cases were revealed before. It is because we are scared. We are afraid that the public will see that so many employees of Wuhan Central Hospital have been knocked down, and even die or are in critical condition. They will speculate for no reason whether the hospital's medical level is not good. Therefore, we dare not say. We are afraid, afraid of entering the center of the storm of public opinion and unable to escape it. We are afraid to experience the national resentment, resistance, and suppression, like the one that our comrade Dr. Li Wenliang had experienced.
We had to swallow the blood into our stomach after our teeth were knocked down. We shrank at the corners of the room to lick our wounds that would never heal. At the same time, we had to fight the epidemic with more efforts and more desperately. We want to kill this poisonous epidemic, comfort our colleagues, soothe the fragile hearts of ourselves, and give each patient and their families suffering from the epidemic account that will never be satisfactory.
A lot of people want to ask: Why is it so bad for you Wuhan Central Hospital? Why are you again? Why is it always you?
First of all, Wuhan Central Hospital is one that was exposed the coronavirus patients the earliest. Our hospital is the general hospital closest to the South China Seafood Market, so fever patients basically all go to our hospital. Many patients with fever or cough, or even asymptomatic patients, thought that they had a common cold, so they should still see the ophthalmology and ophthalmology; cancer patients still went to the oncology department for treatment regularly. Therefore, without knowing it, a large number of outpatient ward medics have been highly exposed to the virus in their professional environment. Later, because of the continuous battles, and their immune system became weaker and they got infected.
We are like a number randomly selected by the god of death, and do not know that the poisonous virus has been planted inside our bodies. We still followed the routine and went to work, until we found that we were already infected. Furthermore, we found that our family members had also been dragged in. Fear, anger and helplessness devour each of us.
Second, in the process of the virus entering the human body from the intermediate host across species and then spreading from human to human, the first and second-generation viruses are the most potent and most toxic. The earliest infected patients (including our hospital staff) were like forwards in the battle, and they paid the highest price.
Third, the early treatment plans for the epidemic were like crossing the river by feeling the stones, and the version of the state-guided treatment plan was constantly updated and improved. The earlier someone was infected, the higher the risk of severe illness and death. In the process, many infected colleagues were already seriously ill and had white lungs.
Fourth, ...
On February 10, Professor Lin Zhengbin, a well-known organ transplanter of Tongji Hospital Affiliated to Wuhan University of Science and Technology, died of novel coronavirus pneumonia.
On February 7, 53-year-old Professor Hong Ling died of New Crown Pneumonia at Union Hospital of Huazhong University of Science and Technology.
On February 6, a 60-year-old American citizen with novel coronavirus pneumonia died at Wuhan's Jinyintan Hospital. The first foreign friend died.
On January 22, the first death of novel coronavirus in Beijing was reported. The patient was only 50 years old. There should be no shortage of medical resources or inadequate hospital technology in Beijing.
We all know that Wuhan Tongji Hospital is a well-known hospital in the country, and there should be no problem of poor medical technology. Professor Lin passed away, everyone sighed, and did not blame Tongji Hospital; Wuhan Union Hospital did not have the problem of poor medical technology. They must have tried their best to treat Professor Hong Ling of the same system, but he still passed away. Everyone did not blame Union Hospital. People across the country sighed and felt the pain of loss. Jinyintan Hospital has attracted attention throughout the country. They should have used the best medical resources to treat foreign patients. The best medical resources, top national experts were sent there to save the lives of foreign friends, but they still died. Our country and the United States attach great importance to the lives of American citizens and kept communicating with each other. Everyone did not blame the Jinyintan Hospital.
Dr. Li Wenliang is gone. This is an indelible sorrow for the people across the country. It arouses everyone's different emotions toward the epidemic.
Dr. Li Wenliang is gone, and all of our staff are heartbroken, because we all know that it may be each of us passing by with death at any time, and we don't want to talk more.
Now Director Jiang has also left us ...
We are not cowards. We silently endure the blames, cursing, and the storm of public opinion, and continue to carry forward.
When we chose to be a medical worker, we knew that we might face occupational exposure at some point in our career: either scratched by a needle or scalpel with AIDS blood or battle SARS at the forefront. And this time, the people in our Wuhan City Center Hospital also had no hesitation, using the entire hospital area, and using almost all medical staff to resist this relentless epidemic.
We will keep fighting. We need no pity, we just need you to treat Wuhan Central Hospital and each of her employees with an equal mindset. We've experienced controversy, experienced anger, experienced too much unspeakable malice. The drastic tragedy has always accompanied us in the course of fighting the epidemic. We don't want you to compliment, as long as you can see our efforts and hard work.
Many people, many corporate groups and caring people, like our family, care for us from beginning to end. More and more people who once blamed us have become our strong backing after thinking independently. Thank you for your tolerance and care!
After we finish this battle, we will still do our best to protect your health!
来源：超维度逆行者
江学庆主任继李文亮医生后也走了，经历了一个来月的ecmo的努力，还是去了。噩梦再次降临，我们心如枯槁，面如死灰，无语问苍天。
已经痛到颤抖了，太压抑了，太苦了，太憋屈了。我们不要这样的悲剧一次又一次上演，我们不想再经历了。老天，放过我们，放过武汉市中心医院吧。
武汉市中心医院已经是被感染的职工最多的医院之一。目前超过200名职工感染，三个副院长被感染，一个护理部主任感染，多个科室主任正在用ecmo维持；多个主任医师上呼吸机，多个一线医护经历了生死一线间。骨科后湖院区基本全军覆没，急诊科损失惨重，肿瘤科倒下近20个医护……不胜枚举。一次又一次惊恐，一次又一次撕心裂肺，我们心里清楚他们每一个中招的人可能就是下一个自己。
很多人疑惑，为什么武汉市中心医院那么多职工倒下了那么多，之前却很少有曝光。其实我们害怕啊，害怕大众看到武汉市中心医院这么多职工中招，甚至死亡、病危，会无端揣测是不是因为医院医疗水平不行。因此，我们不敢说。我们害怕 ，害怕进入舆论暴风的中心而无法自拔。 我们害怕再次经历好战友李文亮医生事件的全国声讨、抵制和打压。
我们只好打掉牙和着血往肚子里面吞，自己缩在角落一边舔舐永远无法愈合的伤口，一边更加卖命的去对抗疫魔。我们要杀死这歹毒的疫魔，告慰我们的同事，抚慰自己被蹂躏的稀碎的心，给每一个遭受疫病的患者和他们家人一个永远无法满意的交代。
很多人要问：为什么会是你武汉市中心医院这么惨？为什么又是你？为什么总是你？
首先，武汉市中心医院是最早一批接触到疫病患者的医院：该医院是离华南海鲜市场最近的综合性医院，所以发热患者基本往该医院就诊。很多发热或者咳嗽、甚至无症状患者都以为自己是普通感冒，该照样看眼科还看眼科；肿瘤患者按周期按时到肿瘤科治疗。因此，前期在不知情的情况下，大批门诊和病房的医护已经高度职业暴露了。后来也有持续作战、抵抗力下降导致被感染的。
我们就像被死神随机抽中的号码，不知已经被埋下了毒蛊。只是按部就班的工作直到病发，才发现已经中招，进而发现家人也搭进去了。恐惧、愤怒、无助吞噬着我们每一个人。
其次，病毒从中间宿主跨种进入到人体，并在人群之间开始传播。第一、二代病毒是最烈性，毒性最强的。最早感染的一批病人（包括我院职工）就像打仗中的前锋，他们付出的代价是最大的。
再次，疫情早期治疗方案都是摸着石头过河，国家指导治疗方案版本不断更新完善。谁感染病毒越早，重症和死亡的几率就越高。在这个过程中很多被感染的同事已经是重症，大白肺了。
第四，……
2月10日，武汉华科大附属同济医院著名器官移植科林正斌教授，因新冠肺炎抢救无效逝世。
2月7日，53岁华科教授红凌因新冠肺炎在华中科技大学附属协和医院逝世。
2月6日，一名患有新冠肺炎的60岁美国公民在武汉的金银潭医院去世。第一个外国友人逝去。
1月22日，北京首例新型冠状病毒致死病例年仅50岁。整个北京应该不存在医疗资源短缺或者医院技术不行的问题。
我们都知道武汉同济医院是全国著名医院，应该不存在医疗技术差的问题，林教授逝去了，大家扼腕叹息，没有责怪同济医院；武汉协和医院照样不存在医疗技术差的问题，肯定也会尽心尽力救治同系统的华科红教授，可他还是逝去了，大家没有责怪协和医院，全国人民扼腕叹息。金银潭医院全国瞩目，他们面对外国病患，应该会用最优质的医疗资源，全国专家会诊去挽救外国友人的生命，还是逝去了。国家及美国高度重视并沟通。大家并没有责怪金银潭医院。
李文亮医生走了，这是全国人民抹不去的伤痛，激起每一个人对这场疫病、这场疫病中的人或事的爱恨情仇。
李文亮医生走了，我们全体职工都都痛彻心扉，因为我们都知道那可能就是随时与死神擦肩而过的我们每一个人，不想再多言语。
现在江主任也撒手而去了……
我们不是懦夫，我们在责备声，咒骂声和舆论风暴中默默承受，继续负重前行。
选择了作为医务工作者，我们就知道在职业生涯的某个时刻就可能面临职业暴露。或是被带着艾滋病血液的针头或手术刀划伤；或是如SARS一样抵挡在最前线。而这次，我们武汉市中心医院人也义无反顾，动用整个院区，动用几乎全部医护及职工抵抗这无情的疫魔。
我们会继续战斗下去。我们不要怜悯，我们只要你们用一视同仁的心来对待武汉市中心医院和她的每一名职工。经历过声讨，经历过迁怒，经历过太多太多不可言说的恶意。惨烈的悲剧一直伴随着我们抗疫的过程，我们不要你们夸奖，我们只要你们看得见我们的努力和付出的血汗。
很多人，很多企业团体和爱心人士如我们的家人一般，从始至终都在关爱我们。越来越多对我们有意见的人也独立思考后成为了我们的坚强后盾。谢谢你们的包容和爱护！
抗疫归来后，我们仍会尽责守护你们的健康！
转载自：https://www.backchina.com/news/2020/03/01/674703.html
3/2/2020
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