問題是,神真的回來時,他還會是那個當初也曾遭世人唾棄的木匠的兒子嗎?如果不是,如果這次他穿上了西裝,你還能認出他來嗎?
All in Inspired by Life 人生感悟
Again, it's a matter of balance, boundary, and limitation. 所以,這還是一個度、一個邊界、及一個平衡的問題。
前兩天寫完《「放鬆、愛自己」》一文後,再來看自己當時的心態和「垂死掙扎」,覺得挺好笑的。境由心生,自己不把自己「理順」,想求助於外力,那哪能呢?還好那時候沒有人來把我像撿垃圾一樣的撿了去……
Although what we talked about exposed was the most heinous of crimes, the time with him felt as warm and as pleasant as a spring breeze.
我們講的雖然是難以承受之罪行和邪惡,然而,奇怪的是,每次與他在一起的時光,卻讓我如沐春風。他像慈父一樣溫暖,又像朋友一樣知心。他明明是那樣一位「大人物」,然而每次見面,他都「不遺餘力」地向別人說他怎樣是我的粉絲(big fan),彷彿我才是世間最了不起的人一般。
低下頭,其實我完全知道自己是誰,應該做什麼,我的價值在哪裏,我的「成就」是哪些……我不應該像一個張皇失措的小姑娘一樣,被那些假裝什麼都知道的「大人」們給嚇唬住了。
However, the foundation of my life was formed and created by the "forbidden books" I read when I was a child and by my "nature" of being a super book lover. 但是,我的人生的底蘊,是我小時候讀過的那些「禁書」,和我瘋狂愛看書的「本性」所形成、造就的,這與家庭無關。
Confucius says, "The knowledgeable love waters, the benevolent love mountains." For me, he was both waters and mountains. His big heart, profound wisdom, kindness, and patience were always things that I could rely on.
我在經歷過烈火焚身的大痛大悔大悟後,選擇將自己「裸體示衆」一般,將真實的內心展現給我的觀衆和讀者,展現給這個世界,正是爲了讓人類知道:我們曾經經歷過這樣的黑暗和慘烈。
But today for some reason, I suddenly felt that my heart is so vulnerable and sad. I know that there is light at the end of the tunnel, but I don't know how long this tunnel is, and how many more lives will be swallowed by the darkness. 我自認一直是很超脫、很清醒、很理智的,今天不知爲何,卻突然柔軟傷感了起來。我知道光明終將重現,然後我卻不知道,我們還要在黑暗中「魔幻」多久,又還會有多少人,會被這黑暗吞噬。
All in all, I think it is because “whoever cultivates gains”. 總之就是,誰修修得。
To be able to stay unmoved by all external factors and situations can also be achieved by being able to Ren. 能夠確認哪些是自己該管的,哪些是不該管的,知道度和界限在哪裡,並且能不為不該為之動心的人或事動心,這些可能都屬於能忍的範疇。
Letting go of attachment is the only way to ascend. 放下執著,才有昇華。And it feels so good. 真好。
所以,這樣「故事」、這樣的「環境」、這樣的「禮遇」,千千萬萬年都不會再有。我們遇到了,是我們的「偏得」,所以要寫出來、講出來,留給後世後人。